So, I'm terribly awful at tending to my blog, I know. I'm sorry. But, for the two people who may look at this who are not me, look, I'm updating! Yay!
Anyways, I have settled into Malibu, California and I must say that I do like it quite alot.
I've never lived in a place where I was truly happy to live because of the location, and I'm finally here. I'm content. I'm living in California, where the weather is mostly agreeable and the beach is literally in my view. My overwhelming feeling of satisfcation with my present location, however, stands in stark contrast to the lament in my heart. I have to say that I still miss all those people I love and care for in Houston. And as stupid and contrite as this sounds, I think my home is in Houston. I've never felt more connected to a city I generally dislike. And it's only because most of my best friends are there now. What I have realized in the past month and a half is that I think I might like Houston more than I ever thought. Actually, if the weather were like it is here in Malibu, I might be back in Houston right now.
Part of me thinks that is true, but another part of me disagrees. Over the past month, some people have kept in touch with me and I with them. But from others, I've received nothing. I wonder if they miss me at all. I miss them everyday, but I guess I should tell them more often. I use Facebook to try to talk to them, but they have lives too, I have to remember. And it generally sucks not being able to see them. (I do want to make it clear that I'm not angry or hurt at all...I just miss my old friends). I have to remember that they have our old friends, too. They have people to hang out with, to see movies with, to go to dinner with and people with whom it's okay to be completely comfortable. I'm not entirely sure what I'm trying to say anymore. I know I love it here, but I guess I would love it more if I could see my old friends more.
Okay...on to more pleasant business because I hate being a stick-in-the-mud! Law school--how is it going, you might ask. You didn't ask? Oh, well it's my blog, shut up. It's going alright, I think. I have a mid-term this week and then I leave for Washington D.C. for a few days! I'm so excited. I love Washington D.C. Eek!
And now I'm bored of writing this. I'll update more often from now on, hopefully.
1 comment:
1. I knew you loved Houston deep down.
2. I know I haven't been good about keeping in touch. If it makes you feel better I don't really see any of our friends much either. It's like the summer continued into the school year only with a lot more work.
3. Washington D.C.!? Lucky! Why are you going? What are you doing?
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